Should just blog...

I should just blog. Continue to blog.

But I haven't felt right for it lately, although I - honestly - think this practically daily. I simply can't write and have no brains for anything. Nothing serious really... I just am not in the blogging mood; writing doesn't work and I have no idea what to photograph next and how.

OK. It's not so simple. It's not that harmless. I really don't like the situation that I have not had blog brains for some time!

I should do something for the backgrounds if I ever want to improve my photo stories, but I don't want to start anything yet if I am not sure how to do and what. I have no space for anything that's left to lie around if I decide not to finish it. And a box with random cloth is not realistic background for a landscape, let alone stable yard.

Juoru on Wishmeluck. Cloth background.

I've thought some... If I do things from paper; draw and cut pieces and place them interestingly, to make some illusion that doesn't force to really build mini buildings or anything - as said, I have no space. I want to do stories now. As a visual artist who draws, I've learned that at least something little and simple in the background is always better than 'emptiness'. It should look like a world, not a studio box.

Easierly said than done.

Anyway. When waiting that, I must publish stuff I've already done, and that includes some photo stories or riding set-ups that do not behave as a story at all. Grrrr. But I really want to publish stuff!

I also should already have published my newest Breyers, that I got for Xmas: GG Valentine and Heartbreaker, who I renamed as Sweet Zone (mare) and Danger Zone (colt...). The names are a small joke since mare's older foals (just fictional, hah, not modelled) are also named with puns, and create a story when coming from oldest to youngest. I choosed standardbred as their breed, since it is... the most generic horse breed in Finland, and the one I have met so often compared to the truth I have no horse life really.

Sweet Zone "Namu" and her brat, Danger Zone "Dani".

I have no idea if anyone else had ever suffered from a problem I do have, and it's this, I can write and read but have no map in my head about what I actually had read. Stupid. (Writing and reading English doesn't make this any easier, haha. And here I am, using this language I'm not naturally familiar with...) Or is this just my too-often-dying skill to focus on things I am reading?